Back when I was a yamabushi, I met a woman named Kaoru, who also followed the Way of Shugendō. She is from the Kōga region, just north of Iga Province. She and I were never of the same band of yamabushi, but we got along well, and have occasionally stayed in touch.
Recently, I heard that she was to begin teaching some basic classes in the use of the katana. I once tried to learn to use that noble blade, back when I first began my path as a warrior. I have since discovered that my own natural inclinations lean much more toward other weapons, such as the ninja-tō, sansetsukon, and manrikigusari. But I still feel that I failed by not learning the katana.
Today she started her course, and I have decided I will give it one more try. But if my life becomes too busy, I will give myself permission to leave the class, and not consider it dishonor. After all, I have so many other things I must do, as well!
(Such as my Kongōshu style. I must continue working on that…)